Today i have finally found the answer. through the special morning service, i was able to find peace within me for time, i've been in very strong denials and hated myself for never doing what i want but doing things because "others" want me to, sees me as, looks up to me as... basically i was lost. i lost my way but i remembered "a word of advice"from a junior pastor couple of years ago she said to me: everything that you do, whether it is something that you like or don't like, God will make use of all your talent Then i remembered pastor bryan's last wednesday night sermon "There are many NOs in life, and few Yes.." and my mom once told me: "i find peace and happiness within God, my life right now is happy because of God." ------------------ as i started to piece myself together, i found the answer to my problem. i started my college life with the major of linguistic and honestly at that time, i did not know what it was just